Vent time

I don't even know if there is a word to describe what I am feeling. I have auditioned at 4 schools, with one more to go, within the last three weekends. The last 3 days I have woken up at 5:00am and driven 2 hours to universities within Colorado. I am not complaining though. This is the whole process of having to graduate and figure out the rest of my 4 years. I just wish the process could be a bit less strenuous. It's almost as if schools just want to burn you out just in the application process. Maybe their just trying to weed out the super weak ones by whoever actually finishes the endless applications/auditions/interviews. Right now the best phrase to describe this time is "No Rest for the Weary." As soon as I get finished with one thing, it's time to get caught up on something else. I've never felt like more of a slacker and at the same time a workaholic then I do now. I hate not being on top of things, but it's one of those times where you just have to prioritize. Work on writing that paper or work on perfecting the memory on that 10 page Chopin Ballade? I hate to have to choose, but alas, it must be done. Oh, how I long for the month of March to come. I pray for a week-long blizzard so that I might catch up on about 50 hours of lost sleep.
I apologize to whoever actually made it all the way to this sentence. Really, life is good. Dude, at least I actually have the opportunity and priviledge to go to a University, right?
Whenever you complain or stress about something, I suppose that it's important to realize the value of what you are stressing over because I'm sure there are hundreds, maybe thousands of people who wish that your burden could be their joy. Hmmm...that's good.